the album used as the background, is

Flume - Arrived Anxious, Left Bored

hit me up.

i change my layout a lot but i update this page whenever i do. lmfao. uhhhh.if you don't have discord, twitter is the best bet. that's it i don't really use jack shit else #Damn

i make trippy art.

simple as. 3DCG mostly. sometimes even like graphic-designy or...whatever. wegh

i also make music.

i use ableton live 11 suite (or, more rarely, reason 10.)sometimes i even post a silly video of me doing this to twitter-either with the timeline view in the program on, or a direct capture of a cool visualizer.

( image credit )

sooo here we are:

  • eireann kariuki strider gravity

  • hadron, vista/vistaurora, solitaire, astro, altair, hwoon, KSG, blizzy/blizzaga also work.

  • i'm 23, born june 15, 2000

  • pan-african. nonbinary (it/she)

  • my sexuality is that i like people and sometimes i dont

  • regarding brain stuff, um. possible autism + OSDD-1B + complex post-traumatic stress disorder. confirmed bipolar disorder type I (w/ psychotic features)

    noting it might, actually be a misdiagnosis for schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type), but not sure.

  • click this if you dare.

i was born into a high-control group/cult called the nation of islam. my upbringing wasn't completely isolated from the outside world but was significantly enough to where i'm. i'm just different. that being said, i'm generally behind the times culturally and i kind of don't fucking know what i'm doing ever socially so i just ask you to be patient with me if you so desire, i guess. odds are if i've said something weird or shitty i didn't mean it, i just don't know what the fuck i'm doing ever. sorry.my vibes are like explicitly either psychedelic trippy bright stuff or really like edgy sharp dark stuff if that Makes Sense. shows in the content i retweet.my interests are generally mostly eccentric but you'll catch me posting music i like, THUG Pro stuff, anime (mostly shonen i think), music production clips, photos i take, and i try to joke around too (sometimes, pretty rarely it gets super big.) im generally up to a lot so it's hard to sum that up here, just ask me if you wanna know more

BEHOLD

favorite WHAT?

be prepared. walls of text ahoy

sure lets do it

kind of stuff i like to watch

  • shonens & action cartoons. i like action a lot

  • i like absurd comedy stuff like eric andre and aqua teen hunger force quite a lot

  • horror tv shows or horror movies. like the weird stuff

  • martial arts movies i need to get back into

  • also kaiju movies i need to start going over again. so if you have recommendations. then

kinds of youtube videos i watch

  • horror shit.

  • goanimate videos (they're awesome lol)

  • quieter lets players or lets players who play obscurer games

  • drama documentary videos i guess youd call em

  • visual effects and film related cool stuff

  • game reviews of older games and weirder games etc

  • cartoon related youtubers too!

oh wow i forgot some notable videogames & franchises etc i like

but also here:

  • OMORI (fav)

  • yume nikki (& fangames)

  • disgaea

  • persona

  • yume nikki (also yume 2kki, .flow)

  • undertale & deltarune

  • simcity

  • dragon ball z budokai tenkaichi 3

  • dragon ball z xenoverse 2

  • tony hawk's pro skater

  • thug pro

  • garry's mod

  • minecraft

  • kingdom hearts

  • DOOM

  • jak & daxter

  • ratchet & clank

  • spyro 1-3

  • lsd dream emulator

  • hylics

  • nuclear throne

  • polybius

  • rez infinite

  • sonic the hedgehog (specifically 3 and knuckles lol)

  • silent hill

  • resident evil

  • call of duty black ops 2 SPECIFICALLY. (lol)

THIS IS NOT EVERYTHING FOR...any of the different kinds of Thing i listed, trust mehuge fan of cool character designs overall i should note. i also love SCP, also worth noting. alternate reality games in General get me tempted too

regarding music...uhh

i've heard over 2,000 albums.
here's, 64 i identify with.

ALWAYS AND FOREVER OPEN TO RECOMMENDATIONS! WOW! i aint even list everyone it just be like that

alt+tab

REALIZED: NOVEMBER 2023

the short of it: i'm plural.i don't just have, one inner voice. there's many, alters within my mind who all communicate independently of each other, rather fluently. i hope you can see the amount on the next page, if you're really interested.(it seems to constantly be going up.)it's...very, extremely likely that i have OSDD (Other Specified Dissociative Disorder, specifically 1a or 1b. currently, hard to tell?...) noting that, even considering everyone's roles, they're all rather fluid with what they do and how they operate. roles are potentially subject to change accordingly depending on how things just, go.very grateful for all of them. my life has been so much better since i realized i was...yeah.anyway uh list of us ahead

e:\alt_tab\dir\

ALTERS: 69

NICE + YES THAT FUCKING MANY

images are interactive. click on one to find out more about one of us. when you get to the actual page,
click on the profile image again to go back.

NOTING: THERE IS A CURRENT, PROPER, LIKE REFRESH OF ALTER/ALTER CONNECTION SHIT AS IT RELATES TO ROLES AND WHATNOT SO NOT EVERYTHING WILL CONNECT CONCISELY FROM DIFF PAGE TO DIFF PAGE FULLY WHILE WE SORT THAT OUT. WORK IN PROGRESS!

Hosts:

superusers:

exec assembly lyr1:

exec assembly lyr2:

exec assembly lyr3:

assistant supporters:

front buddies:

the rest of the team:

PROTECTION UNIT:

(WHO THEY PROTECT US FROM)

WINFLIP!

we're all just gay as fuck between each other generally in the headspace. lol

The Gravityfam!

found FAMILY!...well we don't take the sorta commitment to familial shit super seriously and we aren't even really "related" like that (its complicated) but we got this here for erin's comfort :)

the prisoners.

no one here means well. there's a likelihood they can at least be pacified, but we doubt (for now) that they can be rehabilitated.they bring great pain to us all. especially the host.

🖥 eireann. 🖥

  • bein gay w these lads is a lifelong dream come true lol 🛸:

  • i have a thing for caregivers 🍵:

  • im ngl we just ball out:

  • pain-girlies recovery club:

infinity.

  • 2/3: erin, zero

  • additional names: solitaire, flow, nimbus, darkbolt

  • important: i am not an "alter." i was not created. i exist as erin's inner voice. beyond having "always been here," my genesis was within her birth, as opposed to later periods of her life.

  • roles: administrator, co-host, isolator (when shit is just...DIRE), (system + alter "creator." there isn't a term for this, as far as we can tell), emotional regulator (everything. i work with everyone), emergency fronter, architect

  • pronouns: any

  • genres: try me. i'm open minded-guaranteed. do pay heed to this resource, however

  • favorite song: Sea of Dogs - Licking my Wound

  • bio: identical to my other, but far, more clear-headed. not sure what else to say other than that.

🌷 Hi, I'm Aberdeen! 🌷

>_null.christ

I'M JUMPSLASH,

💥 MOTHERFUCKER! 💥

  • OR: OBLIVION!!! Additionally: CRISIS, DELUXE, GRENADE/NADE
    (oblivion i kinda wanna go by proper within enough time just a heads up i guess. i'll still be ok w/ being called jump thoegh #flududiitiy)

  • roles: middle, (younger) brother figure (to erin), nostalgia holder (2008-2014), front buddy, eresian + sysling (run this up), emotional processor, bitch, confidence holder (personality-related,) emotional holder & experiencer (happiness & excitement but also anger & frustration. So I don't pop off too much, i'm assisted by these guys:)

im rou hai :3 🧃

in somno mori

  • f.k.a.: "sam" (as in "sam howell", like, scp-3812. fun(?) fact)

  • roles: persecutor

  • pronouns: he/him

  • warning: the core nightmare. THE MOST DANGEROUS ALTER WE CONSIDER "MALICIOUS" UNINTENTIONALLY OR INTENTIONALLY. no matter what agony resides, his reactions are unreasonable, the intensity of what he does is lasting, and. he really wants our host dead. he just wants to die. all the time. no matter the cost.

    as of april 2024: responsible for four suicide attempts + one planned suicide (resisted), many self-harm episodes from 2013-2023 (mental, and physical)

  • (RE-AWAKENED. REGARDLESS, TO STILL BE KEPT AT BAY FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE THRU RAPID-SPLITTING. WHATEVER IT TAKES.)

🔥 yo, i'm Touya. 🔥

  • or: dabi. don't prefer it, but. shrug

  • roles: front buddy, trauma holder, protector, caregiver, emotional regulator (familial trauma-related...anything? a lot of the time. i go well with kaneki too.), comfortive

  • pronouns: he/it

  • genres: metalcore, rap metal, emo...anything, alt metal, hard rock, basically anything industrial, math rock, a lot of other shit just tell me dude i dont give a shit.

    i tend to overlap, genrewise, with:

🛸 salutations. i am fluorette. 📚

  • additional name: fluor

  • roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (co-operative effort with sollux. we generally help everyone throughout the system), sysling + eresian (click this to learn more.) emotional regulator:

    syllo-archivist lead, working under (first person listed), and (second person listed) works in my lead:

Tomura Shigaraki.

  • Additional Names: Shiggy, Shigz

  • Roles: Trauma Holder, Comfortive, Protector, Symptom Holder
    (CPTSD. Specifically, anything as relates to distrust towards humanity & the world, sometimes even friends. I align with, and help these guys out a lot:)

  • Pronouns: He/It

  • Genres: Atmospheric Black Metal, Depressive Black Metal, Shoegaze (emo-infused especially), Atmospheric Drum & Bass, Drone, Ambient + Dark Ambient, Wave, more, too. A lot of taste overlap with Touya actually!

  • Favorite Songs: Sadness - In the Distant Travels & Quannnic - Stick (ft. kmoe)

  • About Me: I am home to an incredibly, incomprehensibly intense darkness. Although, not all-enveloping, still...notably, very large... Holder of cult-related, interpersonal, and illness-related trauma. My heart, was once shrouded in shadows. Not anymore, not ever again...

  • Full of love... 🤍

hello, i am solaeire. 🌌

  • additional names: aeir, sol

  • roles: overlord: (leader, manager, overseer, gatekeeper, protector, caregiver,) parental figure:
    (abstract, ...dad-esque? of no real relation, which...does help?... hehe)
    also: emotional regulator, perceptionalist, comfortive

  • pronouns: they/them

  • genres: anything.

  • favorite song: ulla straus - seed v.1

  • description: from, beyond. bestowed upon my host, and the inhabitants of the gravity system, by an unknown force. i feel a strong drive to protect, a desire to oversee. my attachment to my host i did not expect to feel, the way i do, but i welcome it. i welcome anyone who desires to treat me fairly, despite where i come from, i suppose.

  • i love, love. it is so nice to experience. 💙

CALL ME VANITAS.

  • additional name: vani

  • roles: trauma holder, comfortive, emotion processor:
    (specifically, as it relates to grief. i work under (see the two below), but my role is variable & generally pretty fluid.)

  • pronouns: they/it

  • genres: wave, witch house, plugg + plugg 'n' b (sorta?...), post-hardcore, digital hardcore, cybergrind (need to get into this and post-hardcore more, admittedly), cloud rap, ...go peep (see below)'s pages n just scan thru those if you want, we got shared interests. not everything though? you can just ask me stuff.

💗 Hiii! I'm Spinel. 💗

🌯 uhhh "level" lmao 🍕

  • roles: front buddy, emergency fronter, comfortive, pacific (werkin w/ ...see below), emotional regulator (the chillous viber), delight (big 'laxin), nostalgia holder (good times vibin out over the years), confidence holder (host's gender identity, down-to-earth demeanor (in contrast with anxiety issues))

  • pronouns: she/they

  • genres: i guess more soft or abstract hip hop, cloud rap, instrumental hip hop (many kinds, but "l.a. beat scene"-esque wonky & adjacent stuff especially), chopped & screwed, psychedelic or trippy-sounding...anything. i overlap a fuckton w big z and its awesome as hell. uhhh other stuff too prob

  • not all of my fav songs but a bunch: scroll down for mine here also its genuinely a lot LMFAO

  • if i had a tumblr the url would be "top-ramen-wiki." every fuckin day i wish i had takis delivered to my door step for free. i would store them in my swag dimension. lmfao im just puttin anythinf here wh ogive a shit

(merged, with nuke.)

  • role: comfortive, trauma holder, symptom holder
    (psychosis, chronic paranoia, cptsd: the freeze response + ongoing dissociative tendencies, persecutory delusions, hypervigilance, emotional dysregulation)

  • pronouns: they/he/she/it

  • genres: just send me anything dark ig. uh, i like a lotta the same stuff dabi and shigaraki does, ...... but not the same stuff jump does though.

  • favorite songs: tim hecker - dungeoneering & seireasong - the end

  • bio: delusion pincushion. unending instability but. it's not as bad as you'd think, i guess

Dismas

IT'S UNDYNE!

🌑 i go by "nuke." 🌑

XIAO

  • roles: anchor (regarding grief), core protector (assisted greatly by satoru & his assists), emotion holder and regulator (anger & fear), emotional protector, nostalgia holder (overall), trauma manager (overall), comfortive, emotional processor:
    (regarding anything & everything, but i work closely with (see below))

  • pronouns: they/he

  • genres: anything that erin enjoys. that and, well...it's complicated. i just like what i like.

  • favorite songs: it's quite a few.

  • bio: i have been around, for a while. i've done more than you'd think. (yet, another protector.) i hope my demeanor doesn't intimidate you. i'm trying to be more sociable than i used to be.

  • ... 🍃

my (xiao's) favorite songs.

i like them on their own, but they remind me a lot of erin, from what inspires her, to what brings her great comfort, in general, but especially in times of need.this is entirely an act of love, for my host. i only want to protect and nurture her for, as long as we are here.

🌞 Sunspot! 🌞

HELLO, I'M KARKAT.

  • roles: rationalizer, comfortive, emotional processor + regulator:

    anger & frustration, overall. Aided greatly by red.

    mewtwo & ashura also assist me in ensuring shit does not go crazy.

  • pronouns: he/him

  • genres: NOT SURE. YOU CAN SEND ME WHATEVER, CAN'T GUARANTEE I'LL LIKE IT.

  • song i really like: (SHRUG)

  • biography: ...I HAD A LOT GOING ON AT A POINT IN MY LIFE BUT, I'M BETTER NOW. NOW THAT I'M...I GUESS, HERE, I MIGHT AS WELL MAKE MYSELF USEFUL.

  • THESE TWO FUCKERS MEAN A LOT TO ME:

atom & nuke house & deal with:

  • depression (overall, entire life.)

  • rejection-sensitive dysphoria

  • the freeze response

  • psychosis + persecutory delusions

  • ongoing dissociative tendencies

  • chronic paranoia, & hypervigilance

  • emotional dysregulation

receiving additional help + assistance from:

this only really warranted its own page because, it really made the carrd formatting look strange. we really are just up to a lot, huh.

Sollux Captor [Version 4.2.0.1337.1312]
© Gravity System. All rights reserved.

  • roles: core-level (overall) syllogist + archivist + rationalizer + internal self helper (co-operative lead effort with fluor), comfortive, emotional processor:

    syllo-archivist lead, under (person 1), with (person 2) working under me:

i generally help everyone all around the system (as you could imagine.)

🌈 Welcome !!! I am Retina !!! 🎨

  • other names: vertex, spectra

  • roles: sibling figure (to hadron), eresian + sysling (look look look!), battery, artist + memory holder (related to art, art inspiration & abilities specifically), music holder, musicnaut, emotional holder & experiencer (wonder, curiosity, awe), confidence holder (personality + creative spontaneity, & skills overall!)

  • pronouns: any

  • fav. genres: ANYTHING but especially experimental stuff!

  • big big tunes: oh sweet baby its a BIGGUN!

  • me!!!: Duo Duo Duo! ERIN'S CREATIVE CORE! Her inner ... ARTBEAST?! HALF of the brains of Astroblur! i see!! the good in so many THINGS! ...beauty in the mundane, potential complexities within the simplistic...so much. there is so much, everywhere...so many things, all the time...

❄️ What's good. I'm Jadeite. ❄️

  • Nickname: Jade

  • Roles: Anchor (Overall Health), Steward #1/Conductor (Juggles with Row #1) Vital, Hygienist, Caregiver, Emotional Regulator (I work with Row #2 regarding this) (Everything related to Self-doubt, especially as it relates to executive functioning), Confidence Holder (Also executive functioning-related), Comfortive

  • Pronouns: They, or He

  • Favorite Genres: Shoot anything that just sounds "dimly-lit" my way, if that makes any sense. Doesn't really matter the genre, I think. I tend to overlap with these guys, though:

📅 Marsti 📅

  • Roles: Anchor (Accountability + Awareness of what all she would lose + Social consequences of dissociative behavior), Parental Figure:

    (Motherly (no relation) to Erin but to ensure she stays a "shit-doer," in her words.)

    (Steward(ess) #2 + Prioritizer, Hygienist, Timekeeper, Housekeeper, Confidence Holder (Executive functioning, Personal hygiene, Overall responsibility), Comfortive.

    I dual-wield maternal aura with (#1), and aid (#2-4)...overall? generally? you get the idea.

  • Pronouns: He/She

  • Genres: I like whatever until I don't -_-

  • I like these: evencare (xyz) - in the air + not a love song + lonemoon - day by day

  • Biography: (Host's) sense of control over herself has atrophied, and I am here to assist in remedying this

    I guess I can be kind of tough about things but I'm not trying to freak her out or downplay her, I just think it's only right to help her out in this type of way -_-

  • 💓 Erin 💓

🦅 Hawks. 💖

  • roles: anchor + pacific (in order to not miss out on the pleasures of life. works with row #2), parental figure + sysparent (look into this!), steward #3 (collaborative effort alongside row #1), prioritizer, soother, delight (adventurous!), confidence holder (self-regulation + self-soothing), comfortive

🌕 refer to me as "atom."🌕

🍇 im zhiori. hey. 🍇

  • or: zhi. or zee.

  • roles: front buddy, emergency fronter, sleeper, comfortive, pacific (doin this shi with lvl & angelman), emotional regulator (an icon of ease), delight (absolutely coolin'), nostalgia holder (chill asf moments frm entire life) confidence holder (host's down-to-earth demeanor (combattin her sometimes tweaking))

  • pronouns: any idgaf

  • hella songs i love: trust me its fuckin huge

  • genres: same type shit lvl be on more or less-but broader: all things wavy asf: neo-psychedelia, hypnagogic pop, chillwave, indietronica, trip-hop, shoegaze, dream pop, vaporwave (slushwave, eccojams (sorta?)) soft / abstract hip hop, cloud rap, instrumental hip hop (the l.a. beat scene shi especiallyyyy dude!), chopped & screwed, whatever else, brah.

  • i eat hot chip but i tell the truth because im a real-ass 1 (One) til i die but i will never die bcs my soul is immortal n is tryna disperse into diff planes of existence yfm. ima be eatin takis in heaven though for damn sure

the trippy legendz rec list.

by level! and zhiori!

zhi: yo, ... again (lol.) so me and level overlap heavy w/ the music shit we like. so there's crossover btwn us both re: shit we listen to.

lvl: that bein said here is Big-Ass List Shit for a buncha the shit we LOVE. there be overlap asf and songs we both got listed mutually so ya.

zhi: we startin with mine.check it:

favs from zhi.

i aint even include everything, lawl. gnna update as i remember shi. (if u want more, @ me bout shit, simple as)anyway. onto the homie's list:

favs from lvl!

lvl: lets FUCKIN GOOOOOOOO!!! anyway.dig in, mothafuckaz:

not all of my fav songs somehow imma just get erin to update this lol (she's ok with it its ok im not fuckin makin her dosdkjflnsnjgfdmg)(ask me bout shit not on here or whatever i dont mind basically ever im FUCKIN CHILLEN)

zhi: ait thats it. as we said earlier we gonna add to this shit w/ time so. keep up if u interested i guess lol.

lvl: like comment subscribe! or im comin to ya house! #True

ulquiorra.

  • Roles: Emotional Suppressor, Apathy Holder, Truth Speaker, Emotional Processor:
    (shock, confusion related, but can extend toward other feelings as is necessary), Trauma Neutralizer, Vault. Comfortive.

    (#1) works under me, & I work under (#2.)

    I work closely with (#3 & 4) as well as with (#5 & 6), whenever necessary, but I have a high level of fluidity, overall.

ramlethal valentine.

  • Roles: Emotional Suppressor, Apathy Holder, Truth Speaker, Emotional Processor:
    (shock, confusion related, but can extend toward other feelings as is necessary), Trauma Neutralizer, Vault. Comfortive.

    I work under (1 & 2), but assist (everyone after), as well.

  • Greetings.

🎸 Howdy, I'm Xinyan! 🥁

  • Roles: Muse (Unconventional artforms and seeking all types of inspirations, across different mediums!), Confidence Holder (Regarding standing out, being proud of it!), Emotional Processor (Regarding...negative feelings that arise from standing out,) Musicnaut, Comfortive

    Keepin' it cool with:

💗 Mettaton! 💗

  • Roles: Confidence Holder (Regarding overall artistic efforts, across mediums, and musical abilities especially!), Emotional Processor (Regarding insecurities, generally, revolving around reception & whatnot,) Soother, Musicnaut, Comfortive

    In close alliance, with:

💀 Testament. 💀

  • Roles: Emotional Processor (regarding interpersonal relations, broadly & overall), Social Protector, Trauma Manager (social, as well), Intermediary, Rationalizer, Isolator (in certain situations-emergencies, especially), Comfortive

    Working rather closely with (1) & (2), with me acting as a mediator, in favor of keeping relationships persistent. Opposite of (3).

    In additional alliance with everyone below the divider.

  • Pronouns: they/them

  • Music-wise, send me: ... Anything dark, really.
    I have bias for: Shoegaze + Emo fusion, Metalcore
    I also, sort of enjoy: Ambient, Drone, Blackgaze, Witch House

    i have a lot of overlap with (the two below), as well. felt I should note that.

🕢 ravenshard 🕘

  • or: raven. or shard. or night. doesn't matter to me.

  • roles: front buddy, emotional processor (feelings of grandeur, as a defense mechanism of sorts), trauma manager + symptom holder & manager (religious trauma syndrome overall + existence dysphoria + struggles feeling "human" as well, the after-effects of lifelong ostracization & not being "understood"), rationalizer

    i work with quite a lot of guys: nuke + atom, testament, xinyan, xiao, fluor + sollux, tomura, kaneki & tokoyami, yeah.

🩸 KANEKI, KEN. 🩸

  • roles: anchor (i don't want her to lose herself in the madness), emotional processor (cptsd related: feeling tortured, constantly, by others and the world, relentlessly, even to the point of expecting it. feeling alone, regarding this, to the point nobody will ever understand, as well), rationalizer, trauma holder + trauma holder (persecutory-related events over the course of life), soother, comfortive

    i help these guys out, a ton:

  • pronouns: it/they/he

  • genres: ...some combo of these three's:

👻 i'm sally. 👻

  • roles: anchor + syllogist + rationalizer + emotional processor (anti-psychosis aid, regarding delusions of reference), isolator (in case of bleedthrough to external relations, backing up penumbra), comfortive

    here to help:

penumbra. it's fitting.

  • roles: anchor + syllogist + rationalizer + emotional processor (anti-psychosis aid, regarding delusions of persecution), isolator (in case of bleedthrough to internal relations, backing up sally)

    working with + alongside:

I AM MEWTWO.

  • Roles: Rationalizer, Comfortive, Emotional Processor + Regulator:

    Anger & Frustration, regarding external stimuli.
    Additionally, backup for (1). Reports to (2).

    Assisting (people below separator, too.)

  • Pronouns: Any are applicable.

  • Music-related: Not sure where to place myself regarding genre or, songs. I guess I'll try to be open-minded, if anything is sent my way. I don't really see a purpose in listening to any. Still, go ahead if you want.

  • Biography: To simply put: my complex & layered struggles with my genesis/creation have me very, very aware of how to handle them, within myself, and others. Particularly, as it relates to my outlook on those around me.

    Given my manifestation & realization of goal within the system, I assume it's just best to take up this role. It only makes sense.

♠ i'm Ashura. yuh. ♠

  • roles: rationalizer, comfortive, emotional processor + regulator:

    anger & frustration, regarding internal struggleshit.
    aiding (1) when necessary. wrkin under (2).

    here to help (everyone on 2nd gallerything)

Fumikage Tokoyami.

  • Roles: Comfortive, Rationalizer + Trauma Holder + Manager + Soother (Aiding any, and all feelings regarding being "indefinitely poisoned by inner darkness," housing "demons," and whatever else falls under this type of anguish, broadly.)

    I assist:

Lapis. Lapis Lazuli.

  • roles: comfortive, syllogist + emotional regulator + processor + rationalizer (trust-related issues regarding interpersonal affairs)

    i help these guys out:

7

  • roles: comfortive, syllogist + emotional regulator + processor + rationalizer (remedying failure to trust oneself.)

    collaborating with:

hellflare

  • roles: anger holder, attacker:
    (specifically, to outsiders, out of "self-defense")

  • pronouns: he/him

  • warning: a mournful, dangerous beast. needs to be kept at bay, at all costs. there is no good to come from his awakening. nothing.

    has existed for a long time now. the extent to which he has damaged her interpersonal relationships extends from roughly, ~2015 up to this year, as of writing (April 20, 2024). not disclosing what occurred, but it has brought the host to a point of... wanting to end herself, to put it bluntly.

  • ("SUPPRESSED", BUT INTERROGATABLE. NO POWER OVER ANY DECISION-MAKING FOR HIM IS TO BE HAD, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.)

Shadow, the Hedgehog.

  • roles: comfortive, rationalizer + trauma holder + manager (aiding any, and all feelings regarding being "bound to perpetuating the cycle of abuse," as well as "never being able to overcome the torture to the point it defines me," and whatever else falls under this type of agony, broadly.)

    i assist:

SATORU GOJO! :D

  • roles: comfortive, protector (against the prisoners.)
    + i work with shoto & deimos & report to xiao!

  • pronouns: he/him

  • music-related uhhhh: come back later(?!)

  • bio: straightforward! erin imagined at several points me protecting her from her dad and his bullshit so here i am! no doubts i'll be able to handle the scary guys o_o

My name is Shoto Todoroki.

  • Roles: Comfortive, Warden (Against the Prisoners.)
    + I assist Satoru & Jak.

  • Pronouns: he/him

  • Genres: I've not thought too hard about it before, but anything relaxing, I suppose.

  • A good example: bod (包家巷) - Dedicated to Beerwizard

  • About Me: There's a lot to me, overall, but. In my learning to channel my determination for success into unleashing my full potential, there's a lot of power within me I can put to good use.

    This is a pretty great oppurtunity to show that.

DEIMOS!!! 😎

Peridot Facet-2F5L Cut-5XG.

...or, just "Peridot." I think that's simpler.

Bootysoft Donatello
Version 69H8 (ALT Build 420420.1337)
© Gravity System. All rights reserved.

blackscream

  • roles: persecutor-traumaholder:
    (seemingly, the manifestation of the host's harsh inner critic.)

  • pronouns: it/its

  • warning: absolutely fucking dangerous to host, considered a top-level threat, within its ability to not only hinder her functioning, but to induce enough distress to quite literally "power up" the attacker + persecutor.

    once a part of sam, dragged out to lessen his power, but also so we can isolate this specific ability of his and neutralize it.

  • ("SUPPRESSED", BUT INTERROGATABLE. NO POWER OVER ANY DECISION-MAKING FOR IT IS TO BE HAD, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.)

chronolock

  • roles: memory handler-persecutor:
    (initiates forced recall of negative memories at random intervals. ensures the host does not know peace. works alongside deaddrill often.)

  • pronouns: they/them

  • warning: given the complete unpredictability of this fucker's tendency to mess up the host's daily life (to either induce, generally potent or extreme amounts of stress & anguish), their cell is to be constantly kept at (very) low temperature and monitored regularly to ensure they cannot "run" properly. (they are machine-like in nature, but to a...incomplete degree?)

  • (ONLY SOMEWHAT "SUPPRESSED". INTERROGATION POSSIBILITY PENDING BUT IT SEEMS PRETTY UNLIKELY!)

deaddrill

  • roles: depression holder-persecutor:
    (catastrophization and rumination are the absolute name of the game for this one. no better way to put it. works alongside chrono often.)

  • pronouns: they/them

  • warning: there's no time or warm-up, and the absolute intensity of this one's effect on the host is unbearably fucking agony-inducing. we absolutely need to keep this one under AS MUCH control as possible.

    their cell is to be constantly kept at (very) high temperature (they thrive within the cold. it powers them) so they're unable to operate at anywhere near ideal or let alone maximum ability.

  • (SATISFIABLY "SUPPRESSED". INTERROGATION POSSIBILITY IMPOSSIBLE. FOR NOW? WHO KNOWS. FOCUS ENTIRELY ON KEEPING AT BAY.)

devil

  • roles: emotional distressor + intentional harmer:
    (he is just trying to turn us against each other to ensure there is chaos amongst us and that we ultimately can't help the host.)

  • pronouns: he/him

  • warning: we do a consistently good job whenever he does interfere with alter-to-alter or alter-to-host relations, but we shouldn't get complacent. all of us have to be thorough regarding things we did/didn't say and note how shit might potentially be in/out of character, immediately.

    this one is just very fucking dangerous. all of us need to take him very seriously.

  • (IN SUBMISSION. NO INTERROGATING POSSIBLE. FOCUS 1000% ON SUPPRESSION. NO MATTER WHAT. WHATEVER IT TAKES.)

Jak.

  • roles: comfortive, warden (against the prisoners.)
    + i assist satoru & shoto.

  • pronouns: he/him

  • music stuff?: i honestly dont care that much but i like angry-ass shit for the most part (i guess)

  • about me: here to kick ass.

  • dax is my homie. forever.

Cloud Strife.

  • roles: comfortive, warden (against the prisoners.)
    + i assist satoru & deimos.

  • pronouns: he/him

  • music: (shrug.)

  • about me: a sentinel.

Daxter!

  • roles: ??? (lol)

  • pronouns: uhh. male?!

  • genres: THE HELL ARE THOSE?

  • about me: I love the LADIES!

  • jak is my fuckin BOY!

RED

  • OR. VEIN. I like that name.

  • ROLES. TRAUMA HOLDER. ANGER HOLDER. EMOTIONAL PROCESSOR. EMOTIONAL GUARDIAN. CONFIDENCE HOLDER. I am the MANIFESTATION of the BACKBONE THAT she YEARNS TO LET FREE IN THE NAME OF HONEST-TO-FUCKING-GOD JUSTIFIED SELF DEFENSE. THE INFERNO WITHIN.

    MAKING shit WORK with Karkat, too.

  • NOTING. Once HALF of Flare. I was fucking LIBERATED from that horrid form by Solitaire. I knew the WHOLE FUCKING TIME I was within its MIND-ALTERING CLUTCHES I was doing some HEINOUS SHIT. I HATED it. Especially because: I KNOW BETTER. Now, I get to prove it.

  • PRONOUNS. HE/IT.

  • MUSIC SHIT? THIS IS MY FUCKING THEME SONG.
    I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU SEND ME AS LONG AS IT'S LOUD AS FUCK.

  • ME? I'm not gonna fucking bite you. NO NEED TO BE SCARED. I feel like if you are, you...Might have some shit you need to RE-EVALUATE.

  • MODIS OPERANDI: I fucking, REFUSE. To let, ANYONE categorize Erin as a fucking DELUDED BEAST.

    I FUCKING REFUSE to let Erin, IN A FUCKING, FREAKED OUT...MESS OF EMOTIONS, THINK THAT she is, for ... ONE SECOND, ANYTHING RESEMBLING A FUCKING RABID ANIMAL LIKE PEOPLE HAVE TREATED HER LIKE for, far too fucking long. FAR too fucking LONG.

    I, am NOT HERE to TEAR HER AWAY from her fucking relationships like GOD-FUCKING-ZILLA stomping ALL OVER JAPAN. I AM HERE, TO ENSURE THAT SHE DOES NOT TAKE ANY MORE BULLSHIT from ANYONE mishandling her.

    WHETHER, IN THE BACKGROUND, OR, DIRECTLY:

    NONE. of this shit gets by ME. none of it.

I'M SUSIE.

WHAT THE FUCK IS UP.

  • roles: confidence holder, rationalizer, emotional processor + regulator (for social anxiety.)

    Posted the fuck up with skullz (TEH HOMIE), Testament & Lanque (who are my bosses but they're chill as fuck thank god)

  • pronouns: she/he/it

  • genres: literally the exact same as grenade & blueflame to be quite honest with you.

  • favorite songs: definitely this & this for damn sure.

  • about me: Host needs a fuckin social realist. that's me. yup.

meow skullssss lmfao

  • roles: confidence holder, rationalizer, emotional processor + regulator (fuck social anxiety!)

    here 2 werk with susie & serve tht cool reaper they & teh cool vampire he B)

  • pronouns: she/her

  • genres: same shit as zee & lvl yupp

  • fav songs: pick literally anythin from this. but also i fw this shit heavy lol

  • about me: yes i will chief that shit and by "that shit" u know exactly what i mean bro

Cyno.

  • Roles: Anchor (for everything, overall), Rationalizer + Syllogist + Truth Speaker, Emotional Regulator (for everything, overall.)

    This is a three-way effort between me, Fluorette & Solluxander.

  • Pronouns: He/Him.

  • Music-wise: Send me anything that reminds you of the desert.

  • About Me: Here to bring further stability.

nia

lacey.

erin

  • roles: emergency fronter, rationalizer, emotional guardian & neutralizer, protector (against the prisoners, in case of emergencies/as backup.)

  • pronouns: they/them.

  • music interest: surprise me.

  • songs i like: ask me.

  • about me: i'm here.

ruf1oh!... };)

  • roles: comfort1ve, soother, pac1fic

  • pronouns: they/them.

  • type of songs 1 l1ke: lmaooo 1 dunno! anyth1ng?... but sh1 that rem1nds you of an1me 1s a B1G plus... 1 l1ke what zh1 & lvl be on, though...

  • my anthem: Skrillex - Bangarang (ft. Sirah)

  • yoooo!!!: PARTY TIIIIIME LOL

tr808@andromeda:~$ sudo apt-get install mallek-adalov

Lanque Bombyx

👁️

  • i: zero. blink. wound. omission.

  • ii: i am not an "alter." i was not created. i formed against my will, to help her deal with unspeakable pain, exacted upon her intentionally, and unintentionally, through expected & unexpected sources, from outside of the body.

    the other system creator. much as, the fruits of my labor, spoiled rotten. or, so i thought, for a while. it's complicated.

  • 3/3: her, them

  • roles: co-host, comfortive, rationalizer + trauma holder + manager + soother (reassuring her that she, generally, is more than what she thinks she is.)

    aiding: shadow + tokoyami, xiao, kaneki, fluorette + sollux, nuke + atom, ulquiorra, sally, lapis + 7, raven & mewtwo.

  • pronouns: any.

  • i identify, with: this, & this.

  • ???: when people see past her. it's me.

    it's always been me.

elwurd 😎

  • roles: love manager, rationalizer, romanticist, emotional regulator
    posted up with spinel (w the whole love shit)

  • pronouns: he/she

  • about me: the plug 📲

  • fav. genres: heavy overlap w mal tbh. i just love shit about trapping and flexing overall

  • theme song: you better listen

polypa.

  • roles: social protector, rationalizer, emotional regulator, isolator (just in case.)
    (relationship-rushing restrainer + boundary enforcer & maintainer (overall.) working with testament & lanque, along with whoever they additionally work with)

  • pronouns: she/they

  • about me: 🤫

  • fav. genres: generally "edgy" shit but nothing too crazy

  • i identify with this: carbine - camera

🍎 dave 🍎

  • roles: comfortive, front buddy, soother + anchor + emotional regulator
    (hard to put simply but basically as someone erin both relates to in terms of overall vibes but also shared struggles ill be useful with trying to get through to her when she gets really isolative and reclusive and shit in a bad way)

  • pronouns: he/him

  • yo: if i put like "the stridermaster" it might sound kinda shitty but also it does sound cool or cool-ish. theres a fuckin unsubtlety to how batshit like self indulgent it is which kinda makes it cool in a sort of "man he really does not care" type way but also i mean it does sound fucking corny also. ok im indecisive here i'll edit this again later

  • fav. genres: rap/hip hop (hella different kinds i dont give a shit really just send whatever but it better go hard otherwise there will be problems my friend)

  • fav knxwledge beat: LookinOp.

  • fav song: Young Montana? - Suchbeats (ft. Stainless Steele)

🍊 dirk 🍊

  • roles: comfortive, soother + anchor + emotional regulator
    (Both given my...hard-to-articulate feelings regarding how I feel versus everyone else around me (I don't mean this positively,) and the fact that Erin has a lot of bias toward me, and has for ages, I think I'll be useful regarding getting through to her in times she hides from others, irrationally.)

  • pronouns: he/him

  • hi: Check this shit out.

  • fav. genres: Rap/Hip-Hop (Of a plentiful amount of differing styles.)

  • fav knxwledge beat: kiss(kallbak)

  • fav song: Kill Bill the Rapper + Scuare + Rav - Worth

cesium.

  • roles: emotional protector, comfortive, trauma + emotion holder:
    (overall feelings of distrust & betrayal. yearning for vengeance, additionally.)

  • pronouns: they/them

  • about me: i will be my own hell, because there is a devil inside of my body.

  • fav. genres: more open-minded than you'd think.

  • fav song: Lorn - Anvil + Diamond

🍩 vash ! 🍩

  • roles: comfortive, emotional protector, emotional regulator + anchor + trauma / anxiety / emotion holder:
    (making sure erin doesn't get lost in the feeling that her friends, and everyone (in general) is just, out to get her. that she doesn't just live her life in fear of others, or...generally, overall.)

  • pronouns: he/they!

  • about me: hardship and turmoil are, very real things. especially as it relates to social sitches. but! it's never all doom and gloom. i refuse to believe that! there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how uncertain it may look! love and peace!

  • music i like: anything motivating to press on despite hard times. anything ethereal, generally, too!!! or-just surprise me. haha

  • my favorite song ever!!!: madeon - icarus
    i feel represented by this song!!: jaron - love (in every single way)
    i. relate to this one... : drainpuppet - my brain is eating itself but it's fine